For the second time in seven months, I’m sitting here in front of my screen, downhearted, thinking, “REALLY, Quebec City? REALLY?

Reports of “a left-wing protest” that disrupted traffic and sent flares, glass bottles, chairs and ink bombs flying through a Québec City street yesterday are not entirely accurate. There were actually multiple protests.

THE PROTEST: La Meute, a far-right group that believes refugee and asylum seeker admissions are “a trojan horse”, planned a silent march against immigration. The police and their own people kept them holed up in an indoor parking garage for five hours to avoid a full-on confrontation with counter-protesters, a move which eventually, and it pains me deeply to say it, allowed them to come out looking stronger. There are some hard-core neo-Nazis in that group,  and also some people who are sadly misinformed about what a refugee or refugee claimant is, or who have been manipulated into blaming their own “economic anxiety” on refugee claimants and “other people.” There were children at that rally– children growing up in xenophobic homes– which I find really quite scary.

THE COUNTER-PROTEST: About 500 Quebecers, including families with children, left and centre-left politicians, religious leaders, a marching band, a woman in a fairy costume, and elderly people, waving signs like “Love Trumps Hate”, “Bienvenue aux réfugiés” and “Ils sont humains” (They’re human beings). Organized by a small group of people who acknowledged that they couldn’t control everyone in the crowd, and who seemed out of their depth almost from the beginning.

THE COUNTER-COUNTER-PROTEST: Handfuls of right-wing sympathizers engaging the pro-refugee marchers in discussions (or arguments). Some were drunk and disorderly or otherwise unhinged, yelling about “fake news” and “crazy Marxists,” others tried to engage people with economic or legal arguments (largely inaccurate, but I’ve written extensively about that in the past and I’ll get to that in a near future post).

THE COUNTER-COUNTER-COUNTER-PROTEST: This, sadly, is the one everyone heard about. A few dozen people of undetermined political affiliation who just wanted to make trouble worked their way to the front of the crowd and began throwing flares, ink bombs, glass bottles and other weapons at police, assaulting media and scaring the crap out of other protesters. At this point, the initial counter-protest was declared illegal. The troublemakers were masked. Some of them were antifa hard-liners using the protest as a springboard to advance their own vendetta against the police (Have the police gone too far in past protests? Oh yes they have. However, maybe I’m naive, but I question the relevance of carrying on that vendetta in the middle of a protest that is intended to show opposition to racism and solidarity with vulnerable people. I find it incredibly selfish). Some of the people wearing black actually seem to have been part of…

THE COUNTER-COUNTER-COUNTER-COUNTER PROTEST: Neo-Nazi hardliners who appear to have infiltrated the antifa lines to cause more damage and discredit the entire left. There were not very many of these unsavoury characters — there were only about two dozen black-clad people who threw things, as far as I could see.

A sad state of affairs. Now, I’m a total Pollyanna, but I do wish we could all just get along, and agree that refugees are human beings entitled to a fair hearing and a basic package of rights. Instead of talking about why tolerance is important and why refugees do deserve a fair hearing, now everyone who has not yet decided where they stand will be saying “Ohmygod did you see that riot?!” Pas fort, pas fort. Please read this if you want to understand why I don’t consider that “punching Nazis” is the best response.

I was there and I stand by my words until proof of the contrary. I feel like I have been yelling for two days, and I would rather agree to disagree than get into another argument. I’m sad about how deep the divisions in Quebec City are, and I think it’s deeply disturbing that La Meute, the people who deepen those divisions and wantonly libel people who don’t look like them, came out of this looking organized and dignified. My only consolation is that it didn’t happen at the Stade Olympique, so asylum seekers themselves didn’t have to see it.

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“Mèsi anpil”

Je suis passée par un évènement très intéressant au Stade Olympique hier soir, avec des demandeurs d’asile. Il y avait un comptoir de nourriture et des animateurs et animatrices de jeux venant d’organismes locaux. Le coin “art” a attiré mon attention.

Pour ceux et celles qui, comme Richard Martineau, veulent que les demandeurs d’asile se mettent à genoux en guise de remerciement…je ne sais pas trop quoi d’autre vous voulez…




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Life advice from a wide-eyed 20-something








Barcelona [live updates as of this writing] Charlottesville…what can I say?

What is it with all these rogue vehicles?

A runaway car, or a similar attack out of nowhere, could strike anyone, anywhere. It could hit me, or you, or anyone, walking down the street on our way to work, to school, to a party or to the corner café. It could hit us when we’re alone or with people, drunk or sober, happy or sad, focused or lost in thought, in an unfamiliar neighbourhood or a block from home. It could be Islamic State  or someone who calls themselves Islamic State. It could be neo-Nazis. It could be a single profoundly twisted nihilist trying to destroy themselves and take as many people and things along with them as possible. It could not be an attack at all, but rather a confused person who rammed on the accelerator instead of the brake. It could be exploding oil drums which send a ball of fire roiling into a nightclub– remember Lac-Mégantic?  It could be a fucking falling tree. Or a tsunami– remember that?

After last year’s Berlin Christmas market attacks, the mayor of that city said it was “impossible to reduce the risk [of such attacks] to zero.”  Of course it is. When London mayor Sadiq Khan told people that terror attacks were “part and parcel of living in a big city,”  he meant exactly that — Despite the fact that thousands of people put an immense effort into securing public places, le risque zéro n’existe pas. En plus, il n’a jamais existé! 

Life is dangerous. Is it more dangerous than it used to be? Maybe, maybe not…maybe we in the First World have just traded death from infectious diseases or dangerous working conditions in for death by rogue van or cardiac arrest at the gym. Maybe life is more dangerous, or maybe it just feels that way. I don’t know.

My point is, we might feel more scared, but we shouldn’t stop living. Although the risk is there, we shouldn’t stop flying, or exploring new cities or countries, or visiting people we love, or trying new things. We need to keep living full, brave lives, not in spite of these risks, but because of them. If you were to get hit by a runaway car today, what would you regret?   Not seeing the Eiffel Tower or the Grand Canyon or the Forbidden City or a zebra in the wild or whatever landmark lights up your dreams? Not flying over the Atlantic at night? Not learning Spanish or basket-weaving or CPR? Not volunteering to tutor kids in need? Not going to the same karaoke night you go to every week with your friends, only this time saying “fuck it, sign me up” and slaying that Billy Joel song you’ve sung in the shower 75 times? Not spending your next day off experiencing your own city like a wide-eyed tourist? Not going to visit the introverted friend of yours who lives in the far suburbs? Of course, any one of these could get you hit by a car. It’s a risk. Bur how would you feel if you never did it? It would make the eventual end of your life that much sadder and more full of regrets. Better to have lived and lost than not to have lived at all, no?

Now I have to close this laptop and get out of this café. Too many bucket list items to check off.


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Not a Montreal Tanka

Not a Montreal Tanka

There’s something larger-than-life about

walking down a busy sidewalk

between a beggar shaking a cup

at the end of a jury-rigged fishing-rod like thing

and a posh Italian restaurant

with diners on the terrasse tasting tartare

fragrant wine, garlic and multisyllable mains.

Feels like a balance beam.


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Photo of the….

Back in Montreal and completely exhausted from a night of attempting to sleep in a train seat that was screwed to a wall.

I’m not much of a photo poster, but I took this in Ste-Anne-des-Monts in the Gaspé.

That’s not the ocean, that’s not a sea or a bay, that’s our Fleuve St-Laurent.

Breathtaking, isn’t it?


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Québec, explained…or not

Checking in from a train somewhere in Nova Scotia, to relate a funny conversation I had in a youth hostel in Ste-Anne-des-Monts in Gaspésie (rural northeastern Quebec) with a young, bilingual Montreal Anglo photographer who had been in my rideshare, and an even younger, slightly naive Dutch tourist on a cross-Canadian tour.

Dutch girl: Good evening.

Photographer: Good evening.
Me: Hi!
Dutch girl: You speak English!
Photographer and me: Mm-hm…
Dutch girl: I didn’t realize people spoke so much French here.
Me: Well, that’s kind of the way it is, especially in this part of Quebec.
Dutch girl: But I asked a woman in a shop a question in English and she didn’t understand a word I said.
Me: This is Quebec and people speak French… if someone walked up to you in Amsterdam and asked you a random question in German, you’d be kind of caught off guard, right? *grumbling internal monologue about how no one does research before they travel anymore*
Dutch girl: But in Amsterdam, everybody speaks English.
Me: Amsterdam is part of the global economy; I wouldn’t say the same for rural Northeastern Quebec.
Dutch girl: But this is Canada. And people speak English in Canada.
Photographer: Yes, but people speak French in Quebec.
Dutch girl: But it’s not as if it’s a different countr— (Before the photographer or I can explain how it very nearly became its own country, a look of dawning comprehension crosses her face)
Dutch girl: Well, you speak English beautifully.
Me: It’s our first language.
Photographer: I was born in England.
Dutch girl: But you live in Quebec.
Photographer: Yep.
Dutch girl: And you speak English.
Me: Uh-huh.
Dutch girl: but I thought you just said people speak French in Quebec.
Photographer: We do speak French. It just isn’t our first language.
Dutch girl: But I thought you said French was the first language in Quebec.
Photographer: It is, but not for the anglophones.
Dutch girl : Angl— *gives up, shrugs, goes back to packing.*
Actually, it’s not just a question of research, this province can be pretty confusing when you think about it!
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“À la rescousse des naufragés”

À la demande de plusieurs (et pour primer mon cerveau avant d’entreprendre un autre projet d’écriture en français…) je mets ici des liens vers l’intégral de la série que la correspondante québécoise Agnès Gruda a écrite à bord de l’Aquarius. À lire absolument.

La périlleuse traversée (début d’un sauvetage)

Journal de bord 

Trois visages de l’Aquarius 

Fuir à tout prix la Libye 

Des enfants à la mer 

Femmes prises au piège 

L’Europe et la tentation du repli 

Voir l’Italie, et après?



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